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S3CR3T SCH​!​ZO​!​D

by $WAGGOT

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jamie awakshidar
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jamie awakshidar I just love how the tracks meld and fuse together. It's like standing in the middle of a party and you're enjoying it but you know it'll be over soon and you get real emotional... I can't even remember where I was going with this but w/evs Favorite track: I DELETED MY HEART (prod. 若い蒸気 yng vapor).
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QZTK Love how the songs melt into each other in this album. There's an emotional resonance in this album that feels fantastic.
Like musical sex. Favorite track: I DELETED MY HEART (prod. 若い蒸気 yng vapor).
Freedom Jones
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Freedom Jones This song really got to me
I can't even remember specific lyrics
Just emotions Favorite track: I DELETED MY HEART (prod. 若い蒸気 yng vapor).
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are you feeling what im feeling is this a delusion again im ready when youre ready i mean if youre in i know i shouldnt but damn you really got me going and if you look at my pants youll notice that its showing you smell so good i could cum no hands no mouth just my lungs inhaling your pheromones please take me back to your home, take off my clothes take your dick out straddle me and drop it on my mouth slap me and fuck my skull slap me and fuck my skull slap me and fuck me in the head so much head but it's all in my head we are not in your bed and im probably never gonna get fed your cock every night before bed so i guess i'll grab another bottle of the nikolai and i'll drink it all night until i cry you are never gonna feel the way that i feel, you are never gonna fantasize about the things i fantasize about doing to you all night i really need to learn to stop tricking my self stop setting my goals so high i know when im not wanted not like youre doing something wrong im dumb, and this is not your fault i need to open up my eyes and learn to be alone as nice as you would be to bone i'll make it on my own unrequited lust has never slaughtered me before so i know you can go and take your dick i'll never blow take your body far away while im feeling kind of strong, while i grab another bottle of my nikolai and i'll drink him all night until i cry cos you are never gonna feel the way that i feel, you are never gonna fantasize about the things i fantasize about doing to you all night i really need to learn to stop tricking my self stop setting my goals so high
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baby i don't know if you know what you just got into with me i'm gonna know like everything about you by tomorrow, see? you didn't even send me the link to your instagram but i'm already twenty weeks deep and i got no sleep last night i was lookin at your likes on tumblr 'till sunrise you have boring taste in porn and you like posts that i ignore and that's okay 'cos i'm adoring your pictures, i'm getting horny doesn't really matter that your friends seem dumb 'cos you make me cum what else could i want? i'm so turned on i'm so beyond what i should know by just week 1 and it doesn't really matter that i have like zero interest in your favorite shows 'cos i'm only thinkin 'bout takin off your clothes and pressin em up against my nose i'm gettin obsessed i'm gettin depressed i wish my tongue was on your chest i'm reading comments from your ex and following his mom on pinterest i'm stalking you on every social network you thought that you were google-proof but i'm a cyber expert i should probably be a private investigator i'm stalking you i'm stalking you
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the only one for me is my nikolai hes the one i hold when i sleep at night and ill never share ni ko lais all mine the only one for me is my nikolai he's the only one for me i am thirsty he is cheap and hes always there for me just so i can be happy makes me feel like im on fleek and his love is almost free they tell me its not healthy but niko's all that i can see gets me all hot and horny cos my niko's so sexy like i said before hes cheap just like porn its so trashy got me feeling like a creep wanna taste him while we sleep suck him dry rinse and repeat suck him dry rinse and repeat
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nothing is cooler than pictures of corpses of children that serial rapists have tortured show everybody that youre fuckin hard core a cold blooded badass for sure oh gore dont be confused, i wouldnt wanna give you the satisfaction of thinking that youd been given exactly the reaction that you wanted all along just cos im writing a song dont think you made me throw up, cos ive seen more than enough harlequin fetus, goatse, and tubgirl the unholy trinity 2004 ive been there done that all way before the advent of the gore tag on tumblr a dismembered eyeball allows me to see how hard you are trying to look and seem badass, psychopath, i guess and your empathys gone i know that you wanted just that response all along nothing is cooler than pictures of corpses of children that serial rapists have tortured show everybody that youre fuckin hard core a cold blooded badass for sure oh gore nothing is cooler than pictures of corpses of children that serial rapists have tortured show everybody that youre fuckin hard core a cold blooded badass for sure oh gore bloody blogs wannabes shows off do you wash your body with bloody band aids you ripped off bitten til you bleed got your flesh between your boyfriends teeth gotta show the internet you branded yourself permanently for the sake of a note snap another pic with various suicide notes on your throat so hardcore you're welcome for the idea i'll pitch you more when you quit ripping off horror movie trivia for your aesthetic so inauthentic quote ultraviolence dressing like the girls from the craft now you're poetic but your beliefs maintain your fear of god please delete your gore blog
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i like you i dont care if you know yes i want you but i dont want you now i wanna fuck you but i dont wanna talk to you and i dont really care about what youve been up to you say that im so cold but you still wanna warm me up in the wintertime i just wanna fuck not like it's a crime i just cant be fucked to listen to you whine and try to make small talk so shut your fucking mouth and open up your legs i'll get on my knees but dont expect me to beg im uncomfortable im unlovable i wish youd fucking go i wish youd fucking choke dont make this harder than it has to be dont think ive got you confused with a fantasy you can leave or you can stay, but either way nothings gonna change, i'll be exactly the same
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hey baby come and degrade me i like my boys crazy a little bit shady try to upbraid me romanticize faster than tumblr can hate me ap classes i wasnt a bad kid not a math wiz but aced every quiz in physio, i put on a show look at me integrate like a pro im a joke, i am ice cold, nothing but the best depressed alright sold i like boys with fragile egos straight ones who pretend to be bisexual attention whores who always want more never a chore and never a bore delicious delusions of grandeur what could i need in my life besides yours i want a straight up psychopath with a nice ass who can take me to task if you dont like the honesty dont fuckin ask im a little bitch but i can get sad i talk shit, im low class go directly to jail, do not pass go do not collect enough cash to collect everything that i want to have my personality is toxic tell your therapist about me and theyll say block him im awesome at stirring the pot and im a problematic little psycho fuck im single but emotionally unavailable repairable i hope but nothings making it bearable im scarable away, you can see it in my face wipe your cum off of it with your tongue and stare away are you getting what you want the back of my right arm against your chest while i fawn all over your cock aw i wanna suck it dry like all night im really alive when youre deep inside
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i deleted my heart and i really want it back i dont wanna feel like i might be a sociopath i deleted my heart i was young and impulsive i would download another im afraid that it wouldnt fit it got a virus around the time that i was in the eighth grade it was really an awkward stage and i needed the space thats what i get for illegally downloading sad songs and spending all of my alone time looking at porn and talking to strangers until 3am and bullying stupid bitches under a fake screen name and now i’ll have the space to install apathy 2006 and 6000 gigabytes of boys sucking dick and yes i wanna know you and i want you to know me but i can barely feel you there and i wish i could show you everything i could be or everything i could have been i deleted my heart and i really want it back i dont wanna feel like i might be a sociopath i deleted my heart i was young and impulsive i would download another im afraid that it wouldnt fit i feel like im on autopilot when i go out sometimes and then the other times are when i just stay inside i dont know why i am the way i am but if i could understand it’s hard to imagine it wouldn’t help find a way to end all the paranoid discomfort thats inside of my head but to be honest its also the meds that put me on edge i just wanna feel feelings and not border on obsession with giving the right impression and if he hates me ill let him i deleted my heart and i really want it back i dont wanna feel like i might be a sociopath i deleted my heart i was young and impulsive i would download another im afraid that it wouldnt fit
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i guess it doesnt matter what i say cos if youre gonna go away you never loved me anyway i guess that that's an immature thing for me to say but its the way that ive been feeling all fucking day i guess it really is just me myself and my amiibos i guess it really is just me cos no tengo amigos i guess it really is just me myself and my amiibos praise nintendo only one that never left me is mario i guess youre gonna go away again and fuck somebody you told me was just a friend but youll never get someone to degrade themself the way i did for you so i guess i win i guess that i'll just stick with video games and reality shows cos i can still turn them on i guess youre gonna go away again i guess you already did, i guess youre gone i guess i'm ready to fuck off these hoes annoying, whooping cough d shroomy is here throwing a curve ball kitty pryde talked shit, i'm so enthralled your man hit me up, i don't recall sitting in my room with my barbie dolls while you hella mad, niagara falls i go full throttle, rap game magic 8-ball i guess youre gonna go away again and fuck somebody you told me was just a friend but youll never get someone to degrade themself the way i did for you so i guess i win i guess that i'll just stick with video games and reality shows cos i can still turn them on i guess youre gonna go away again i guess you already did, i guess youre gone look at this shit, isn't it sweet wouldn't you think my collection's on fleek wouldn't you think i'm the boy who has everything and more and i guess i'll just stop waiting for you to respond i guess you're a flop
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AMUSE 02:30
i dont amuse you that much anymore you used to like me but now you r bored you dont really feel the spark when you message me thats ok not like i wanted to get married actually im just kidding im obsessed with you and my worlds falling apart im at my best with you im depressed at you im a mess less you fuck the rest its you ill try to impress you i dont amuse you that much anymore you used to like me but now you r bored i used to be your favorite boy for a couple months but you got rly bored and u left me, huh so im falling apart be still my beating heart i wanna get u hard you could be a porn star no seriously look in a mirror, see youre everything i got your selfies saved ill continue to pray that maybe one day will finally be the day youll send me nudes again like when we were bestfriends dont let this be the end i crave your attention i crave your attention you really dont understand without you im broken all im doings hoping afraid to talk to you its all i wanna do but youre just so cool all i do is lose i dont amuse you that much anymore you used to like me but now you r bored i dont amuse you that much anymore you used to like me but now you r bored

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released April 7, 2015

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