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ANXIETY GOD

by $WAGGOT

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released April 30, 2014

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Track Name: I'M SO SO SO SO NICE (prod. $PL▲$H ¢LUB 7)
im so so so so nice
til u fuck w me then im still nice except im hurt inside
and once upon a time you asked me for my skype
before you ever call me we’ll both probably die

i try to be really open about my flaws like
see im stabbing myself so you dont have to try
i am just an arcade game being played by life
the score is my anxiety level and it’s high

look at me and then roll your eyes
cos if you dont i’ll just imagine that you did inside
close your eyes and count to 10 so i can run and hide
and i’ll get comfortable and pray i dont come out alive

i dont know the appropriate way to respond and i
would rather you just lie and i would rather i just die
than have you look away for any measure of time
please dont be silent cos i’ll fill in all the blanks with sighs

i’ll make you cry like when aeris died
so i can come over and make it right late at night
let me come closer let me fantasize
a little bit and let me know when you’re repaired and fine

let me know when youre impaired and you find
yourself in need of some assistance self-destructing right
you know i’m so so down for that anytime
you know i’m so so down im so fucked up like
Track Name: #QUEEN @AZEALIABANKS (prod. Miles Farewell)
he listens to azealia banks
and suddenly because i do he thinks im tryna hang
and suddenly because i do he thinks im ready to bang
and yes i am but only cos i dont think w/ my brain

another white boy quite like me if i may
blogging on tumblr queued up night and day
pictures of black girls scattered in between all the gay
porn and shirtless selfies you dont say

his favoritest blog is ratchet mess
he's got a lot of followers all his friends are impressed
his autoplay's set to liquorice
he's known all the words by heart since when

1 9 9 1 ep released
he was still on pink friday when 212 appeared
but he says confidently that she is the queen
and the other rap bitches aint shit to me

queen azealia banks queen azealia banks
i really love all of your music i am such a fan
but your other fans especially the stans
some of them are fucking awful queen azealia banks

he's never heard a lil kim song in his life
and who on gods green earth is mc lyte
it doesnt matter, bambi? best of all time
no clue who you dissed in succubi

not that it really matters it just looks so dumb
and minimizes every kind of music it came from
he listens to you late at night even while he cums
gay porn soundtrack: fuck up the fun

reblog another picture from ratchet mess
retweet from yung rapunxel friends so impressed
switch his autoplay to count contess
new shit yung chocolate deluxe yes

he listens to azealia banks
he defended her when she called perez a fag
and suddenly because he does he thinks he's part of the fame
and suddenly he has become an expert on the game

queen azealia banks queen azealia banks
i really love all of your music i am such a fan
but your other fans especially the stans
some of them are fucking awful queen azealia banks
Track Name: iNTERNET FAMOUS (feat. DiANA $HROOMY) (prod. nullse†)
lyrics & vocals by jack swaggot and diana shroomy
produced by nullset
https://soundcloud.com/nullset666
Track Name: STAN 4 ME
scrobble me so i know it's real
bully fans of other artists
until u kno that they feel
sorry maybe a little suicidal
they better know theyre fucking with
this shit is real

fuck your homework fuck your job
fuck your family fuck your friends
get your faggot ass on twitter
and come and defend
he likes the wrong bitch
hes gonna meet the pavement
this is important shit
tweet until you feel famous

stan for me cos u kno that im the one
stan for me cos its so much fun
stan for me and tell everyone
and if theyre not with the shit go out and buy a gun

disrespect me like im lana del rey
make my music leak like every fuckin day
go prostitute yourself on craiglist do it in the name
of making ppl buy my music, dont be ashamed

fuck your morals fuck what's right
fuck until youre satisfied
fuck a hobby fuck a life
as long as you can sleep at night
you know that even if you die
10 second snippets give you life
so theres no reason to cry
the album's gonna leak on time

stan for me cos u kno that im the one
stan for me cos its so much fun
stan for me and tell everyone
and if theyre not with the shit go out and buy a gun

stalk me all day
like youre getting paid
like youre in a race
like youre in a cage
and theres no escape
and youre happy that way
you just wanna play
online all day

stan for me cos u kno that im the one
stan for me cos its so much fun
stan for me and tell everyone
and if theyre not with the shit go out and buy a gun
Track Name: GAME OVER SCREEN (prod. YVNG TENTACLE)
i guess i wandered too far off the path, i guess i
shoulda kept a much closer eye on my cash, i guess i
shoulda probably double triple checked my math, i guess
youre probably gonna yell or just beat my ass

and i dont have a whole lot to say, in my defense
it wasnt worth it cos i wasnt paid as much as i deserve
and how on earth could i behave like that, how did i get the
nerve to throw it all away

youre always so hard on me, talking down to me
while youve got your hard on three inches away from me
yes i wore my heart on my sleeve til you undressed me
you said im better off with ease now you feel differently

but i’m only thirteen you know
i just need a little time to grow
and yeah i know it fucking blows, but so do i
so shut your bedroom door and let me go

i know im pushing my luck
but you know youre my king
can we continue to fuck
and just forget everything

i see it coming down
the game over screen
continue going down
or end the game with me

i guess i never thought i’d crash crash, i guess i
shoulda kept a much closer eye on my back, i guess i
shoulda probably cried when i wanted to laugh,
i guess i’m going straight to hell i guess, i guess that’s that

theres not a whole lot i can say, i never meant
for you to look at me in that way, but i deserve it
after all i wasn’t well-behaved, i need to stop
blowing you, i’ve got too much to say

youre so cool cos youre older than me
youre so cruel youre never open to me
but i was hoping youd see youre choking me
let go of me but only for a second i need
a chance to breathe

but i’m only thirteen you know
i just need a little time to grow
and yeah i know it fucking blows, but so do i
so shut your bedroom door and let me go
Track Name: LOOK @ ME
im nothing you want and im nothing you need
im nothing you think of im nothing you see
so i dont even wanna breathe
youre perfect for me
if i was ready to be
someone with someone mentally healthy

circumstances irrelevant to me
ever relevant yet somehow stil irrelevant
cos i think even heavenly heathens like you
were heaven sent from your absence-of-a-god's
youre just doing your job and youre hopelessly above

angelic without wings
everything im studying
is standing before me
operate before i seize

im not too young
i promise that it'd be fun
i'll say i'll tell no one
i'll act like it's just once

but the truth is that i want
to be with you til the sun
comes up and play house on
the weekends it'd be fun

i know that it won't work
i know that i'll get hurt
i know that you're not sure
i know that i'm not worth

the trouble that i would be
it's irrelevant to me
in the moment when i see
you looking straight at me

angelic without wings
everything im studying
is standing before me
operate before i seize
Track Name: FANFIC
youre so surreal to me but
youre the shit i cant make up
and whenever we fuck
im on cloud 9 in love

youre unreal youre like a
celebrity to me
a little bit closer to god
a little royalty
a little bit scary to touch
a little cold to me
so pretty and i feel
ugly

another level a step above
a class act
a golden aura that glows like
a stack of cash
a mere mortal to your
bibical laugh
a clear puddle
when you smile like that

when i talk about you it
feels like writing a fanfic
i guess youre just so perfect
i know no one believes it

a character that i write about
on my tumblr
a false idol i worship
and i am humbler
a name on a page
and i am of age
to be way too old
for this imagining, rage
ing hormones in my delusional brain
i wish it would rain
so that i have an excuse
to just keep you and stay
in bed all day

and you would like it that way
you would like anything i say
Track Name: STR8 A'S
kick back and relax w your favorite bareback
porn, backtrack, where were you last class
i was waiting all alone and you were back at home jack
ing off to some cheap slut with a face mask
replace that with a baseball bat
and the oh so sweet music of maybach
i was blowin money fast you were cumming like that
cocaine in your veins, you were such a badass

str8 boys str8 a's
using all my sick days
ive been up for three days
i can fuck you three ways
you can have a three way
me myself and your face
i can get you good grades
i could fuck for six days

i can fuck for six days more than your best friend could
not that you ever would even though it'd be good
i forget all the time for like a second or two
it only happened in my head and i dont really wish it would

cos i'd only be an even jealouser little bitch
baby let me be the first to know when you switch
you might be surprised by how much you like dick
im just kidding, no head i should quit

str8 boys str8 a's
using all my sick days
ive been up for three days
i can fuck you three ways
you can have a three way
me myself and your face
i can get you good grades
i could fuck for six days

i could fuck for six days straight. i mean
i could fuck for six days nonstop with a straight boy
like a play toy like a playboy model in the brain
of a rape porn afficionado who just had a couple of grande
iced caramel macchiatos and a bottle of adderall
like a horse on a carousel whose attendant's irresponsible
and you can ride it and ride it and ride it and ride it and ride it

str8 boys str8 a's
using all my sick days
ive been up for three days
i can fuck you three ways
you can have a three way
me myself and your face
i can get you good grades
i could fuck for six days
Track Name: ÐŔUGϟ (prod. ΣϟQUIϟ0MBIΣ)
if i havent read about you in the dsm
then i dont rlly care about the taste of your semen
it doesnt matter and i dont wanna be your boyfriend
if you dont have a couple psychotropic prescriptions

if im with you i only wanna be like 80 percent
certain that youre not gonna suddenly get violent
i wanna go to bed feeling a little bit threatened
i want the way we fuck to be a troubling symptom

they always ask me what i see in such a psychopath
he’s never got cash and he always looks so mad
a cute face, his music taste, he looks good from the back
and all the reasons that you hate him’s why i want him bad

i like the fire in his eyes when he tells me to buy
some lighter fluid after i get out of class tonight
he wont tell me what it’s for but i dont really mind
thats the shit that makes a boy like me’s heart ignite
Track Name: stupid songs
you dont think im impressive
you dont fall for my tricks
im not manic depressive
but i could take you on a trip
one extreme to another
but you dont seem too into it
i can tell that youre bored
but youre too nice to admit

it's okay to be honest
i'll get over it somehow
youre disgustingly modest
i'll survive after all
im alive even though i know it
already dont pick up my call
im letting it go
and im letting me fall

ive never met you
but youve had me
a hundred times before
a hundred times before

ive never felt you
but youve felt me
a hundred times before
you dont wanna anymore

its hard to feel like im winning
if you already like me
i just want your approval
but only if its unlikely
and i know that it's unhealthy
but itll make me happy
for a weekend or two
it's hard to guess how i'll feel

youve got a lot of experience
and a stable job
im a stupid kid
and i think with my cock
its really hard to accept
i wont get what i want
so i'll stay in my bedroom
and write stupid songs

ive never met you
but youve had me
a hundred times before
a hundred times before

ive never felt you
but youve felt me
a hundred times before
you dont wanna anymore
Track Name: FUCK ME
pathetic is sexy, thats me guessing
i want u to text me but youll probably deflect me
im already lying, might as well have said XD
your face erects me, when you talk you vex me
everyones next see, im ready to flex me
i listen perplexedly to your so called best piece
but nothing affects me, someone direct me
to the part where it lets me feel like it gets me

im under duress, im over the rest
i do whats best, am i makin a mess
you can confess, this isnt a test
its all about image isnt it
you might as well quit, youre over it
youll never be that quick youll never be that bitch
youll never be that rich youll never be that slick
youll never be hittin lix but you can stay on my dick

fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away

youre confusing my confessions
for sarcasm and ironic concession
thats ok cos it taught me a lesson
and i'll never share with you ever again
object of affection
target of obsession
self-aware regression
and i am left with aggression

im so young im so dumb
let me see what else i can rhyme with cum
another metaphor with a blowjob pun
yet another verse inspired by gay porn
my names not buzzin but he said he was bustin
a nut while he was listening to one of my songs
that really makes me say damn son
im starting to feel like a shogun

fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away

pathetic is sexy, somebody molest me
so that i feel sexy before you reject me
i bleed repetitively and it's relatively
harmless if you ask me but stop interacting
pathetic is sexy, why dont you let me
im willing to bet me if youre willing to bed me
one track mind but im runnin it jet speed
one trick pony but im winning the derby

fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away

fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck me i hate me
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
fuck the disdain away fuck the disdain away
Track Name: CYBERWHORE (prod. hologr4ms ホログラム)
im so good at being a cyber whore
i know all of the best places
to find someone i can play with

he'll ask if i care he's older
and i'll say no here's my number
and he'll meet me at my local
playground i'll get in his hummer

tryna find my time tryna
line my stars without gettin hit by cars
that i cant drive at night or alone
i just sit at home wishing i could

bone every guy that i see online cos if he's
fine then he's fine and maybe he could be mine
but not today he said can we wait
cos he has to pick his kids up at 8

i'll med myself into not being fed
to increase my chances of getting head
from cute teenage boys and
rich old men who like to spend all

of their cred on getting slutty
twinks into their beds
or their dungeons in the woods
where they take little boys for good

and when he tells me that i should take my hood off
i'll fantasize about how i wish he
would stop talking about all the things that
could not ever compare to me but he's a

good top ten contender for me
my head is so foggy cos he
bangs it on the bedpost when he's
all the way inside me

i think that i should be in his place
because i really dont wanna play
if im not winning this powergame
but i guess i'm the one to blame

when i lick his cum off my face
i can almost taste the shame
but i tell him it's just a game
he says i'm wise beyond my age

then he says i feel so good
and he wonders if i would
let him see me after school
i tell him i wish i could

but im kind of not feeling it
even if he does buy me gifts
he wants me to be his bitch
today i'm feeling more like a prince

daddy come get on your knees
and let me put you on a leash
say my name when i say speak
and i'll fuck you like you fuck me
Track Name: play in the snow (prod. Miles Farewell)
i just want a boy to play in the snow with
and then go inside and drink hot chocolate
and make me feel like im just a kid
simple and clean just like a virgin

choke me up like a little bitch
make me deaf and dumb hooked on phonics
choke me out like an expensive bitch
and get all turned on when you watch me spit

we can take a shower whenever you're finished
and get dressed again, i can do it quick
because im really good, lots of practice
and you really should, it's so attractive

and i really could draw an atlas
of your body while it rotates on the axis
of me and around to all your exes
i'll paint it on my face 'cos im your canvas

i could die in the snow but i'm alive in the cold
you're fun cos youve never been told no
you're mad if i lie and you're mad if i dont
i do what you say, but you think that i wont

so do you wanna play in the snow or not
you know im just a six year old
trapped in the body of a slut who's almost grown up
i'm just a puppy, all i want is to play with you and hump

and then go for long walks at night in the dark
and run back home to play with your cock
and it's hard enough just to walk
right beside you when my mind and my heart

are inside your pants completely in love
and im trying to keep my sights above
but i can't, i'm head over feels in lust
so you're in control completely, it's rough

i am in your hands completely, it's dumb
still i'm trying to keep my sights above
but i can't im head over feels in lust
so you're in control completely, fuck
Track Name: ANYTHING 4 ATTENTION (prod. Miles Farewell)
writing in my new livejournal again
on and on about nothing im a stupid kid
just kidding everybody tells me that i'm smart as shit
and i am very well aware so precocious

i feel completely pathetic growing up on the internet
from a baby to adolescent mega block to mega bit
nobody's paying attention to me the way that you do it
from across the computer im addicted to you i'll do it

i'll do whatever you want, i'll do whatever you say
i'll stay up all night long, i'll do it every day
i am afraid of your words and i'm afraid of the pain
but i'll give you what you want cos it'll make you stay

and now it's late at night and im alone of course
you went to sleep at nine to get up for work
i think youre probably right, i think i wanted it more
and now im begging you for it just like a fucking whore

i would do anything for your attention
i would do anything for your attention
i would do anything for your attention
i do everything for attention

write about me in your livejournal you bitch
go on i dont give a fuck no one's reading the shit
just kidding actually i am religiously in secret
if you knew how much i did i'd look completely pathetic

it doesn't matter i said it i put it on the internet
and now it's permanent lettering on the empty resume
everything you say every post that you made
it's giving me life when i'm irrelevant bae

i know my methods are wrong, im really selfish that way
but it's the thought that counts, ignore what i say
i am afraid of your words cos im already in pain
just give me what i want cos i deserve it okay

and when it's late at night and im alone of course
you're still awake and i'm so horny it hurts
i think youre probably right, i should listen more
thunder and shame, when it rains it pours

i would do anything for your attention
i would do anything for your attention
i would do anything for your attention
i do everything for attention
Track Name: CHILDHOOD TRAUMA (prod. SIBERIA)
my childhood trauma is my most prized possession
and i have no confessions
and my favorite toys were your favorite weapons
and i liked destroying but i learned my lesson

and im just a boy and youre just a whore
but since youre a boy its not really a slur
im just the same but im so ashamed
if you play my game then i'll take the blame

childhood trauma is really good karma
you knew i was lying when i said i wanna

deconstruct me like some rhetoric
tell me what im asking for, it's imperative
another song collaging everything i ever did wrong
intentionally calculatedly irreverent

inauthentic to the marrow of my bone
im not sick but i wanna stay home
i mean it when i ask you to leave me alone
but im also kind of hoping that you wont

childhood trauma is really good karma
you knew i was lying when i said i wanna
but im a performer so i'll give you drama
i'll act like im fighting even though i gave up
Track Name: ZENITH (prod. NEXENUS)
my favorite kind of person
is somebody who's least
favorite kind of person
is somebody just like me

it's nice to have your
defining quality in common
and when we can both hate me
it's so fucking awesome

if we're lucky i might start
to feel the same about you
and then we can work on
tearing you apart too

it's a match made in heaven
but i keep it disguised
so i don't look in your eyes
even when i come inside

it's beautiful, isn't it
it's beautiful

i think you like
watching when i
break down and cry
i wonder why

it's stupid i
know but it's kind
of hard when i
also hate my
self
Track Name: TOKENS
wrong again as usual
i blush and then my hands fall
i left my water at the mall
im so thirsty it's painful

condescending stares, neck massage impaired
punch projected spheres, claws on broken bare
cash in, cash out
candy, lights out

we can play ddr all night long
we can sleep in your car instead of going home
spend all your tokenz on me spend all your tokenz on me
spend all your tokens on me spend all your tokens on me

i'll lick my wounds in the photo booth
and lick your face and take off your shoes
i left my money back in your bedroom
but i can still play with you

iiiii can b ur little butterfly
green black and blue like the bruises on my eyes
im so shy til im with you at night
when the arcade closes i'll consider suicide

we can play ddr all night long
we can sleep in your car instead of going home
spend all your tokenz on me spend all your tokenz on me
spend all your tokens on me spend all your tokens on me

tokens drop but i dont care to pick them up
you seem so so scared but you dont stop
i'll give you a lazer tag hand job
for 7000 tickets cos im saving up

we can play itg all night long
we can sleep in your car instead of going home
spend all your tokenz on me spend all your tokenz on me
spend all your tokens on me spend all your tokens on me
Track Name: the hipster's dilemma
he likes your image
and he thinks your music
is so futuristic
yeah youre the new shit

he'll tweet you, cool
and when he's at school
he'll quote you too
it's all he can do

as long as he's the only one

cos even though youre awesome
it's partly cos youre uncommon
and if you start to blossom
he liked it better when no one

else knew your name
he has no shame
your level of fame
inversely correlates

to how good your music sounds
Track Name: See Less (prod. 音 LIGHT システム)
lemme click see less cos ive seen enough
gimme fifteen reps block button lunge
that was sixteen dead sex dreams of us
you were pristine just to me just cos

i was a fresh eightteen like kesha rose
ive been a mess lately like kesha tho
i'll go to bed maybe but i dont really know
you never gave me much but i was happy you know

i dont wanna brag but im holding back
and i dont really want it bad but i want it back
if i was holding you back, i guess i had an impact
you shouldv let me nap and snapped my neck like a cat

i tried not to aggress i guess im just too rough
now here i am regressed like i was just a pup
now here i am depressed like an abandoned cub
ive never been too impressed with the way you mug

grating and repulsive but i let it go
because i liked the way you looked because i am shallow
degrading and delicious when you said to go
i was obsessed with every bit of giving you control

like data gave trigger when he killed juno
press your eyes against my window like kesha tho
i'll go to bed maybe but i dont really know
you never let me see much but i was happy you know
Track Name: mexican coke (prod. 音 LIGHT システム)
you treat me like i'm so new at this
like i wasnt through with it
til i slipped into your abyss
shining like the sun eclipsed

shining like silver bullets
i thought i was impervious
even to the apocalypse
even to just the thought of it

i hate it when we're in public
i tell myself to control it
look at your hand while i hold it
i'll shut my mouth and keep hoping

now i know this is ignorance
because i know this is bliss

i saved my mexican coke for this
so much planning but still remiss
convinced myself it'd be cute, im sick
i'll keep it together and take a sip

you treat me like i'm so new at this
like i wasnt through with it
til i slipped into your abyss
shining like the sun eclipsed

shining like silver bullets
i thought i was impervious
even to the apocalypse