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released June 30, 2013

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Track Name: FRESHMAN
i miss you
when you were a freshman in high school
and i was too
sitting behind you in a classroom
and at 2
youd get up and i would get up with you
and i was so desperate to
grab onto you and pull

i know that you would hate me
if i would be honest enough
and actually honestly
i might prefer it to love
if you dont wanna gently
wet the roof of my mouth
i wouldnt mind if you
spit on my face at all

i liked you
an ignorant freshman in high school
and i was too
stupid to consider talking to you
the same way that you would
talk to me after school
i was fifteen
times stupider than you

the juxtaposition of your
unwashed hair
and your filthy mouth
and your dark blank stare
with your shiny new iphone
and your macbook air
makes me wanna throw up
and youll never care

theres something cute
about being a freshman in high school
and masturbating
while thinking about someone
who hates you
and salivating whenever he walks
into the room
and fucking praying he’ll tell you
how bad he wants to rape you

and never knowing exactly the way
that he feels
and savoring the flavor of his fresh
scarred heels
and the money that it’s worth
cos of his nicotine withdrawals
and doing all of his homework
in exchange for being acknowledged

i miss you
when you were a freshman in high school
and i was too
sitting behind you in a classroom
and at 2
youd get up and i would get up with you
and i was so desperate to
grab onto you
Track Name: PRAISE ME (prod. celluloi)
let me cut my wrists and give you a handjob
im a dirty boy but i like a clean cock
cos i like taking before and after screenshots
look at what i did, can i get a gold star

i love it when he said that i was like a porn star
all i wanna do is be your favorite, papa
frost me like a cake cake cake like gaga
sit me on your lap and tell me i am the

very best thing that you ever dreamed of
and im worth every penny that youre made of
i’ll bathe in your blood and your cum and your dollars
i really just wanna make you so proud of

me the way i suck cock like a master
with the innocence of an amateur
when i make you harder and harder
and cum inside me ah ah ha
Track Name: DRUGZ IN MY DASANI
drugs in my dasani’s the only thing that’s coming to mind
to help me even begin to try understand why
my ears and eyes and better judgement didnt notify
my brain that fucking him’s as desirable as suicide


theres nothing you could possibly say to make me stay
because it’s entirely another reality that i made
inside my head when you were giving me head and all that i
said was fabricated in the heat of the moment on your bed

and at the very same second i came all over your face
its like i washed a dirty window between me and a place
full of operating tables and dead bodies being raped
cos that’s how much i secretly wanted to get away

a sudden surge of suddenly overtaken by clarity
and honestly you’re not even particularly ugly
but at the same time i’m regretting letting you blow me and
i feel the need to find a cathedral to hide inside of and see

if there’s a priest to absolve me of what i did
i’ll crawl into the booth and confess and offer to give
him a demonstration of the oral penetration
so im not compelled to castration to get your spit off of my dick

drugs in my dasani’s the only thing that’s coming to mind
to help me even begin to try understand why
my ears and eyes and better judgement didnt notify
my brain that fucking him’s as desirable as suicide

oh father father in heaven i beg of you tonight
to grant me this one wish i may wish i might
be gracefully graced with the presence of of a saint
with a cock as holy or holier than jesus christ

to fill me up with his nectar and make me purified
i need a whole lot of his holy water to cleanse me inside
and sanctify me and exorcise the devil inside
i feel so dirty i’d rather fucking be crucified

oh daddy daddy youre cumming now everything is right
whatever would i have done if you hadnt come to heed my plight
you fucked me better than anyone could have prophecized
and now i believe the lord loves his filthy sodomites

i felt him enter my body and take it over i
felt him speaking in tongues in my own mouth and sigh
and at the end i was even finally baptized
and now he’s speaking through me, it’s gospel that i write


drugs in my dasani’s the only thing that’s coming to mind
to help me even begin to try understand why
my ears and eyes and better judgement didnt notify
my brain that fucking him’s as desirable as suicide


oh father father in heaven i beg of you tonight
to fill me up with his nectar and make me purified
oh daddy daddy you’re coming now everything is right
you fucked me better than anyone could have prophecized
Track Name: JUST LIKE YOU BUT WORSE
i wanna give you really dirty compliments
but i don't wanna make this awkward
it's not really that i'm even tryna fuck
we could skip to the cuddling afterward

i'd ask why we cant but i know
that it's all my fault it hurts
i wanna be the object of your devotion
and his and his and his and hers

describe yourself in one word
controlling deceitful
manipulative whore
that's four
yes i heard
yes i'm sure

you give me too much credit
i'm just like you but worse

if you don't wanna be friends after this
i'll survive after all it's not a surprise
i can sleep knowing i slept with you last night
literally but til i fuck you i cant die

i'll get over it eventually i always do
and if i get lucky and get lucky with you
maybe i won't fuck it up again too
if i do it's from telling the truth

you give me too much credit
i'm just like you but worse
Track Name: TEENAGE FUCK WIZARD
i hope you feel better
cos you were looking really sick in the video i sent her
you were front and center
it was sad cos you used to be such a go getter
always getting wetter
turning boys on and tricks like penn and teller
a magical endeavor
make em show then disappear into your body for whoever

what a cute face
what a cute frown what a nice place
what a cute gaze, spaced out barely conscious in a daze, it’s a rough phase
and it’s a rough day
i mean, i think, doesnt even say his name, hands on his waist
while he gets laid, doesnt seem to care that hes getting paid

i hope you feel better
cos you’ll be looking like that on the internet forever

i wish that i could buy you
and take you home and wrap you up for awhile
and get you drunk and fuck you
but also love you cos i wanna care about you

i think that if youd smile
itd get me hornier enough to make my cum shoot a mile
youve got the face of a child
and they dont wanna admit it but thats why you got hired

i know you like it when the pedophiles buy you shit
for putting on a webcam show that they clicked
your innocent brown eyes that they couldn’t resist
and now they fantasize about your ass on their dicks

imagine the heartbreak your parents would have if
they came home early and discovered their faggot
legs spread on the bed that they bought for him
plus the fact that theyre not getting a grandkid

eightteen years old today
and tomorrow and the next day
and the next twenty decades
even after you have died of aids
Track Name: LO-FI SHOTA
lo-fi shota
if i show him then he buys
i like the money
but i need the narcissistic supply

grey face on the internet in a glass case
a bad taste that the cinnamon cant erase
but im based while i baste in my cum and place
a bet how long can i avoid the sun’s rays, then raise

i make a killing selling fantasy to closeted gays
who never got to get fucked in their glory days
and now they’re married with sons who they love and hate
themselves about as much as i do when we go on dates

they tell me that i am the only one they want to rape
but that they never really would, it’s just bedroom play
i send them pictures and they buy me lots of videogames
and by the time i get them they're suicidally ashamed

and then i wonder if i’m sick or if i am to blame
cos if i’m honest when his dick is in me i like the pain
i even like it when he calls me by his son’s first name
and cuddles with me after making sure that we both came

lo-fi shota
if i blow him then he cries
i like the money
but i need the narcissistic supply

he laps up
my cum just
like it’s a
perfect drug

all he wanted was a little from a little boy
the same way that his uncle used to give him joy
while his daddy was inside him, and he wasnt coy
that’s what he told me after i was under his employ

he said that he was always horny and he couldnt avoid
crawling onto his father’s lap and then getting destroyed
and that he’d give me anything if i would be his toy
and if i would that it’d maybe help him fill the void

inside his heart that he felt in his pants, and freud
wouldve been better for this job cos i was just annoyed
and devoid of interest in how he would justify it
i’ve heard it all a million times and nothing rectifies it

but tell me you got an erection when you heard me sigh and
give me all of your attention and look into my eyes
i’ll give you sexual affection that’ll be nothing like
your wife or kid could ever do because you are my supply
Track Name: ASPIRIN (feat. WiFi Princess)
do your mirrors crack like the head in my hands
under my fingers close my eyes and imagine
somebody else i’ll probably leave here with an infection
a shame-induced headache grab a couple of asprin

everytime that i find im alive and im fine something really really deep in me dies
so i find me- a fine b-o-y then i cry me- right to sleep at night
cos he loves me- cos he fucks me- so i fuck him- then he tucks me in
and i tuck him in and i wake up first so i can fuck him even worse

and it doesn’t even matter that i didn’t ask him
cos he’s just a stupid faggot with a weak erection
and i know he’d do the same if he had the option
and he told me that he doesnt need my permission

so i told him that i didn’t need his permission
and he looked up at my eyes with his purple eyes
and then he let out a sigh then he started to cry
said if i’d threaten his life, he’d be in paradise

(wifi princess’ lyrics as written)

i’ll exorcize you’re mouth, my weight is what i say
in so many ways such a facing aspirin
such an aspirin
no men’s law will stop me
cause every wave in slow motion as night
i heat the hottest star

so fuck it give it to me
give me my aspirin
and then make
free
cause i want to be free.
i wanna be free
from the emptiness of my mind
i want to be blind

i’ll exorcize you’re mouth, my weight is what i say
in so many ways such a facing aspirin
such an aspirin
no men’s law will stop me
cause every wave in slow motion as night
i heat the hottest star

so fuck it give it to me
give me my aspirin
and then make
free
cause i want to be free.
i wanna be free
from the emptiness of my mind
i want to be blind

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so fucking give it to me / (s)he says give it to me
cos i want to be free
Track Name: ECCO THE DOLPHIN (prod. Miles Farewell)
sometimes i feel like ecco the dolphin
in the ocean without my pod
and all i really have is the ipod
app on my iphone, it's like, god,
what did i do to end up swimming
alone in the blood of any contemporaries i
would have rather married than buried or
carried on my back into the sanctuary
it's kind of scary you know
how im swimming alone
in the tides of time
trying to find out why
did this happen to me and why
is it happening again what am i
trying to be it's scary to me
just to know that i'm swimming alone
and if i had a time machine
i'd only use it to go back and fuck
your dad as a teen
and maybe join a soccer team because
i kinda wanna fuck an athlete
it's kinda scary though
'cos i'm swimming alone
Track Name: HEAD
he holds himself as he gets out of
the shower fresher than before
he cleaned the dead skin off his nails
and then looks in the mirror

finger in his mouth fingering himself he's in perfect
health no scars no fat no stretchmarks
no ugly he says out loud
i'd fuck me i'd fuck me i'd

wish i may wish i might
be lucky enough to get an invite
every night i turn the light out
so hopefully youll think im right
wish he may wish he might
have something on his dick tonight
something different like every night
it's half the fun, the chase inside

if i'm really lucky
then maybe i'll be
privileged with massaging you
with my hands and my mouth at the same
time you like me
just like online
i give better blowjobs when my
tongue is free

he says

turn the light on i want to be
constantly reminded of you
when im inside i want to
see the pain and gratitude

written on your face shining from your eyes when you start to beg
please fuck me please fuck me please
i guess so, i cant blame you
i'd fuck me i'd fuck me i'd
plead and beg me to fuck me
Track Name: DIRTY LENS ☠
when i wipe your glasses off
i see you in the reflection on my eyes of your cock
so do you see anything at all or are you too lost in thought
the quiet makes me sick i really wish youd fucking talk

i’ll make the bed in your one bedroom apartment
if you promise to let me fall sleep in it again
i’ll cook you dinner every night when you come home
if you promise to give me head and then claim me as your boyfriend

you look good in front of the camera
even with a dirty lens or your legs are all damp or
even with shirt and pants and then even wearing them backwards
even then you’re still almost a ten after editing

it’s nothing really about the way that you look
i think it’s everything to do with how you look right
into the camera mouth open taking your glasses off
and then taking your pants off and then
smiling and jacking off

and then taking the mask off
and slowly backing off
grab your tshirt and dry you off
i wish you wouldn’t take your glasses off
Track Name: GROOM ME
groom me like a purebred
and take it to the bank
get me all ready for bed
and remind me who to thank

cos it's easily forgotten
when im focused on the pain
and youre soft like cotton
freezing cold like the rain

put the money anywhere
that i can see it from beneath you
your favorite place to put it
makes it hard for me to taste you

all i really want
is to be your favorite place
you probably dont believe me
you wouldnt think so from my face

groom me
i wanna be tailored to you

groom me cos im dirty
and i dont know how to act
tell me all the things to say
when im bleeding on my back

tell me all the things to say
thatll make you wanna stay
everything you wanna hear
even if i have to fake it

all i need is some instruction
and a little time to learn
if youre patient i can be
the last boy you ever harm

rinse me off let me dry
have me stay for the night
all i want is to be
your everything until you die

groom me
i wanna be tailored to you