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PSEUDO​-​SUBLIMATION

by $WAGGOT

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i am an AQUTALLION i'm building up my battallion at gang plank galleon i'm looking for a stallion to ride like epona 'till we're both in comas effortless, still shone up like exor: corona but i am not link; i'm the fucking landstalker taking king nole's treasure so that i can finally prosper socially, i'm awkward shocker mallow's not a tadpole and i hate frogger PLUM-PLUMs and EkeEkes get me really geeky but don't be disarmed because i'm really sneaky and it's looking bleak "please be discrete" asks if i follow i answer, "completely" 'cos i'll play the game i'll even let you beat me oblivious that i've already won my elite three delete me, delete this just don't take my saveszzz i hate this, i'll fake it rap game paracelsus i still feel as lost as i did walking 8-bit continents all alone as a kid NPCs my confidantes bathe in a fountain of blood to please voices from above to kill a HOMUNCULUS transparent clouds are a plus i am an AQUTALLION and i have always been one in the place in my heart that evolved for religion this is what i keep there dulled string synths blare i say it unironically it's best if you don't care i am delirious as i am writing this it's 4am, i'm convinced that i've transcended will i record this or will i discard it it feels so important but i am retarded that's not nice, jack you've gotta stop saying it but i've come so far on my quest to be less problematic like look i barely ever say bitch so come pat my back bitch i am an AQUTALLION equipped with a toy gun a cowboy hat and a mouth full of my own cum wonderful ideas getting lost in translation throw em at the wall until they stick like a nerf gun i am an AQUTALLION i'm valiant young chosen one from another dimension pretentious and filled with intense apprehension around every corner's a panic attack waiting to happen i am an AQUTALLION Shining Force is my batallion i am an AQUTALLION i am an AQUTALLION
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i saw you in my dreams last night so i guess that makes you my dream guy 73 73 73 73 years you spent without me ive never woken up before from a sex dream and then encountered my encounter in the flesh or so it seems coming face to face after coming on your face in outerspace in such a random place now im dying for a taste but there's no fucking way i saw you in my dreams last night so i guess that makes you my dream guy i bet you never thought you'd leave your wife after 40 years for dick tonight but i really wanna give you some and i really wanna hear another story bout your days of glory and i noticed that you havent mentioned any children so adopt me daddy i could be your grandson i know youve had your fun but ive just begun and i think youre the one that my flit heart wants oh daddy o we could play a little backseat bingo in the hot rod after a sock hop cos im rock hard you could be too, just pop a viagra then im gonna cum like niagra we dont have much time left i guess that im a bona fide geriophile i wanna hear your war stories while you fuck me like youre still in your 40s your full head of white hair makes me so fucking horny i saw you in my dreams last night so i guess that makes you my dream guy maybe i could be the shining light at the end of this tunnel we call life ego integrity versus despair i'm sure you feel the chill in the winter air it hasn't snowed at all so the blacktop's bare the globe is warmer but why should you care i saw you in my dreams last night so i guess you're my dream guy you're my dream guy
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i know i shouldntv never tried 2 fuck u that was rly fucked up but listen im like rly sorry can we forget about my folly i was actin rly rly dumb jus tryna cum sucking all the flavor out of you like bubblegum and for a multitude of reasons particularly unreasonable of me to be entreating you for unspeakable things your evilest kinks i would have done it all if only we somehow avoided it and we cut it off but now things are awkward and i miss you and i wish you the best but moreso i wish we never had sex i mean no i dont really wish it never happened but i could do without all of the awkward silence i deleted all the pictures and i didnt tell my friends can we go back to how we were im good at playing pretend
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boredom isnt bad ive gotten good at checking out i used to be distressed now im barely ever upset turning up alone better than not turning up at all ive still got a little weed ima write a song n go to sleep morning noon n night theyre all the same without a life im a pretty simple guy it's a lotta things to get me high i could call up a friend but im too shy so it's me myself and nikolai take a hit of cotton candy kush ace attorney paper mario color splash binge real housewives on kokayna's hulu and i laugh and laugh and laugh turning up alone better than turning up with friends
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now you got me in a fucked up headspace you're off doing god-knows-what up in cyberspace 5am and i'm in bed but i'm awake mind racing while i'm thinkin 'bout nothin but the way you're probably off doing things and having fun i probably don't cross your mind even once i know i'm such a very small small thing in your life's grand scheme wtf was i expecting you've probably got a lot of suitors lined up with a whole lot to offer you, like physical love i'm so pathetic, i don't get out much my friends say it isn't healthy idgaf i'm so afraid of fucking this up i feel so close but we've never hugged but i know the next time that we chat there's something that i really gotta ask do you even like online boys or do you have enough irl joy do i even have a chance with you is it something you'd consider is it something you'd do i don't wanna get my heart broken but i'm afraid to bring it up 'cos i'm afraid of looking stupid and crazy and losing you baby but i need some answers, a yes, no, or maybe i'm always falling for these online boys 'cos the ones irl are nothing but fuckboys i must have a high tolerance for sexual frustration 'cos my heart's the only thing that seems to get destroyed i'm always falling for these online boys but i swear that this is different so i won't be coy this subject i would normally avoid but you're way too special so i won't be coy do you even like online boys? could you ever love an online boy? would you ever fuck an online boy? would you buy a plane ticket, fly away to meet an online boy? could you ever love an online boy?
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everything you say and everything you do i'm all about it i hear the conviction in your voice and i'm falling for it you make me believe that your opinions are my own thoughts so i don't need my own thoughts so i got a little more space in my own head i can fill it up with your ideas and existential dread and all i really want is for you to pontificate again so i'll be here, open my ears, absorb your information and yeah i know the way this ends i'll be someone you can't respect but i am at my wit's end it's so hard not to become my influence and yeah i know the way this ends i'll be someone you can't respect as if i had the power to choose if i did, i would have already become you you've got charisma and i've got no control when i'm around you i'm at your disposal you've got charisma and i've got none at all so just direct me i'm at your beck and call when you speak, people listen there's just something about your diction it's like you're on a mission i just wish i could make a difference you've got purpose and conviction you're witty and you're original makes me wonder why i try at all if i even had the potential you've got charisma and a big dick and a nice body and you're educated you're charismatic and i'm static you've got charisma you've got so much charisma
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i just wanna masturbate and watch myself ejaculate onto the selfies that you take full-body nudes including face i heard u finally got an iphone 3gs u been givin me excuses lookin like a mess now u can even listen to music on it while we sext and send me nudes from any place at any time in high res thank god for the miracle of SMS now when im horny all i have to do is send you a text there better be something waiting for me when i get back cos u kno i demand a hundred megabytes of flesh hey sup? send me something what? i'm horny, wanna suck yeah? show it to me bruh baby whats the big fucking deal think of how all your rejection must make me feel it isnt fair to me just cos right now you cant be here to get me off like why cant you just be real look im not trying to force you you know im only doing it because im in love w you i cant stop thinking bout how i wanna fuck you last week you said your phone was broke but you really wanted to but yesterday the birthday gift that your parents got you... i heard u finally got an iphone 3gs u been givin me excuses lookin like a mess now u can even listen to music on it while we sext and send me nudes from any place at any time in high res thank god for the miracle of SMS now when im horny all i have to do is send you a text there better be something waiting for me when i get back cos u kno i demand a hundred megabytes of flesh hey sup? send me something what? i'm horny, wanna suck yeah? show it to me bruh i just wanna masturbate and watch myself ejaculate onto the selfies that you take full body nudes including face my semen dripping down the screen on pictures taken just for me i wish i had a second camera so that i could let you see i heard u finally got an iphone 3gs u been givin me excuses lookin like a mess now u can even listen to music on it while we sext and send me nudes from any place at any time in high res thank god for the miracle of SMS now when im horny all i have to do is send you a text there better be something waiting for me when i get back cos u kno i demand a hundred megabytes of flesh hey sup? send me something what? i'm horny, wanna suck yeah? show it to me bruh
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i wish i was playing final fantasy ix on steam even though my psone is pristine and is only a couple feet away from me as we speak its story of my life you see i just want something thats shiny and new without having to deal with something that's new i just want the things that i already love to be endlessly improved upon I stay knuckled up, I'm in a deep cut I'm seeing skulls that burn, they trying to cut me off Avoiding my luck, I'm feeling kinda stuck I'm in narrow hallways running like it's a ballgame Hand tracks be tracking me to different doorways In a maze, and I don't know what to do Guaranteed though, I will find the Emeralds They don't call me Knuckles for nothing, I get loose i wish i was playing final fantasy ix on steam even though ive got epsxe it's been out on cellphones for a week i refuse to play it on a small screen i demand the luxury of an hdtv sure beats fightin w them foes all the time but i gotta do it they always stay outta line sometimes i wanna just chill and land but im the protector of the emeralds and gems i stay knuckled up, im in a deep cut im seein skulls that burn, they tryna throw me off avoidin my luck, im feelin kinda stuck dont call me knuckles, gimme the bux i wish i was playing final fantasy ix and i couldve been all this time but im waiting for something different but not different at the same time and whenever it's finally mine i'll be disappointed and sigh it's the story of my life
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blood turnt blue and im a little turnt too i skipped school to play tomba! 2 i dont like the stares and i wish i didnt care but a babys gotta do what a babys gotta do and this is exactly what i didnt wanna do this is the behavior i was trying to abstain from this is the behavior i was trying to refrain from partaking of but here i am again im so depraved im so ashamed of myself for real, bruh im open bout it cos im coping by joking and im hoping to stroke a couple of egos if i make em blow their loads they might just let me go home n hide in my room you take a step outside and once youve seen the light all of my toxic tendencies begin to crystallize the way i plan each line the way i'm so contrived one at a time til i feel fine cos i collect eyesight premeditated tears until im in the clear a temper tantrum here and there to quell the fear i havent changed a bit since i was in the crib now listen to me vomit on my sesame street bib blood turnt blue and i pretend to get high i skipped school to play ffxiii looking in their eyes makes me think of suicide but a baby's gotta do- wait i think im gonna cry and this is exactly why i think i wanna die i mean, i dont really, but the well is almost dry im running out of patience and im running out of time so im smashing my controllers while im scratching out my eyes take a deep breath i mean i guess it's worth a try bite a hole through my tongue and another stress sigh it's a bit of an understatement to say that i am shy don't you think when a book report is ruining my life ritalin couldve spared the lives of those two n64 controllers ritalin couldve saved us all a lot of heartache, headaches, self-hate
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i'm gonna hurt you i can see it coming this is your last warning better start running 'cos when i start guning for you i'ma come hard and when i'm done cumming i'll be the one running take it from me while i've got a little clarity my heart is empty this is not a fucking charity i'm gonna tell you whatever you wanna hear until i get close enough to whisper into your ear here's my game plan i just found me a man he doesn't wanna hook up but look at him, damn copy and paste the shit i said to someone else last night regurgitate until i finally get my dick inside i'm gonna hurt you i can see it coming this is your last warning better start running 'cos when i start guning for you i'ma come hard and when i'm done cumming i'll be the one running you don't deserve this i don't deserve you so read between the lines, dude it's time to make a move you're such a nice guy i'm such a bad guy i can't be trusted with anyone's feelings, even mine why am i like this why am i so selfish all these excuses i'm straight up poisonous why am i like this why am i so fucking selfish i am worthless
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YOU HIT ME UP LIKE "HEY" & I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY BUT IT'S TOTALLY OKAY 'COS YOU DON'T CARE ANYWAY you hit me up like "hey" and iono what to say... i used to look forward to talking to you i was so interested in hearing about what you do i thought you were cool, i thought you were cute but when i try to be funny it's like you're never amused i wanted so badly for you to approve to think of me the way that i thought of you i feel like you don't think about me at all even after we've been talking for hours and hours and hours you're just looking for an ear an "lol" or "omg" here and there i wish that you gave a fuck but you never make me feel like you do YOU HIT ME UP LIKE "HEY" & I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY BUT IT'S TOTALLY OKAY 'COS YOU DON'T CARE ANYWAY you hit me up like "hey" and iono what to say... you don't care what i say! i was being stupid like i always am i let myself get all excited again you haven't done anything wrong tbh i was projecting what i wanted you to be and i'm sorry but all of a sudden you miss the attention about the same time i finally got over my crush on you i guess i'll saddle up and fasten my seatbelt and get myself emotionally prepared for round 2 i'm just looking for a sign an inquiry about my life is there anybody there i'm begging you to make me feel like you care YOU HIT ME UP LIKE "HEY" & I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY BUT IT'S TOTALLY OKAY 'COS YOU DON'T CARE ANYWAY you hit me up like "hey" and iono what to say... YOU HIT ME UP LIKE "HEY" & I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY BUT IT'S TOTALLY OKAY 'COS I DON'T CARE ANYWAY you hit me up like "sup?" but today i don't really give a fuck you hit me up with a stupid emoji but i'm not paying any attention unless you're tryna blow me you hit me up with a lameass meme i turn my phone off and then i go back to sleep...
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when u gonna get a clue i left the read receipts on for u i dont know how to say this without being rude i just dont feel like talking to u i dont know what the fuck to do i left the read receipts on for u i dont hate you but i just cant do, this back and forth every day w/ u i know i can be so needy and the last thing i wanna do is make you feel mistreated but i could use a breather but im afraid that if i tell you that youll hate me forever so i try to be subtle but the messages are muddled but i kinda think you get it and you just dont give a fuck about my boundaries and if i wanna cuddle then i'll tell you but i don't so let me have my time alone inside my bubble you know im bad at being clear so you steer the situation your direction cos you know ill always let you take the wheel i'd like to think by now youd understand the way i feel but theres reasonable doubt so i assume it's my fault
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i feel a lot better when i see you looking ugly you're still more than good enough for me you're still the one i think about when i'm tryna fall asleep hoping i'll see you in my dreams 'cos it's the only place we meet i know that nothing's probably gonna happen with you and me you're looking good in all the pictures that you hand pick but i prefer the ones a little more candid 'cos when you're ugly just like me i am enchanted it's a relief to finally think i have a chance with you i feel a lot better when i see you looking ugly and not even only 'cos it might mean that you'd wanna fuck me what did i do to get to be so very very lucky to fall in love with someone who's only barely above me
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i will protect my karma & i will protect my energy i will protect my good vibes, protect my mind from racing ahead of me i will protect my good mood today i really needed it you know cos its been a week i will protect myself and i wont feel bad cos you want the best of me i dont need to read this stuff if its makin me upset cos im doin my best sometimes my best will have to be good enough cos life gets tough and theres no love i will protect my state of mind and if i have it i'll protect my high i will protect my motivation look at me getting so much shit done i will protect my flow i'll protect my heart and be strong when i hear no i will protect myself
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IM TURNT OFFA THAT B12 IM TURNT OFFA THAT B12 NOW PUT THAT LIQUOR ON THE SHELF COS WE TURNIN UP ON B12 SHOOTIN UP THAT B12 SHOOTIN UP THAT B12 IM TURNT UP OFF THAT B12 I LOVE MY B12 LIKE ORANGE SODA & KEL i been turnin up on soda since i wasnt even old enough i stole my mommas keys and then tried to unlock the voltage in the walls, through the socket and then i turnt out my pockets took the wires from my sega and tried to plug in my cock i got a shock and took my clothes off proceded to get in closer i snap my toys in half and say damn i really showed em i BEEN turnin up on soda self destructive preschooler that methadone will hold u but its hard to cut the dosage shouts out to my sister turnin up off coke and xanax and to all my bffs turnt off of zoloft and res hits turnt off psychotic depression suicidal ideation turnt off cbt thc cbs reality doc i get my opiate fix through my umbilical cord no need to suck any dick i already hit record im glamorizin the shit you want to fuck and to be me i want to fuck and to kill me i already hit record
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i'm a very jealous guy so i don't wanna see a guy that i like with another guy and that is why my favorite type of porn is never orgies, never three or more please whores that reek of purity that i've never seen before, gimme amateur solo porno videos a man and his hand and his favorite dildo(s) POV blowjobs from the top down red eyes deep throat vomit leaking out his frown honestly i'm really not even that into watching porn and jacking off 'cos i've been doing it since elementary school and at this point i think that i've basically seen it all but a faggot's gotta do what he's gotta do to drain his balls it's just a means to an end lemme get this out of my system door closed sound low but not quite muted though lemme hear those moans real or fake i dunno and all the sloshing and fucking and lossy encoded choking in all these amateur solo porno videos a man and his hand and his favorite dildo(s) POV blowjobs from the top down red eyes deep throat vomit leaking out his frown i've been taking videos of myself masturbating out of boredom when i'm horny now whenever i jack off without recording it i feel like i'm neglecting something important and in the middle of the night i get up and turn on the light then i unplug my phone and touch myself until i've got a boner then i watch myself jack off in 30fps real time until i cum and then i stop and open instagram 'cos everything looks better when you edit it on instagram and then i send it to myself and admire 'cos i'm my biggest fan critique my own technique while i watch it in fullscreen and then i'm meta masturbating watching myself masturbating in my bedroom in my bedroom to my very own homemade amateur solo porno videos a man and his hand and his favorite dildo(s) POV blowjobs from the top down red eyes deep throat vomit leaking out his frown blurryass webcam shit from '06 limewire vintage, innocent and intimate the kind that make you feel as if he wants you there enjoying it like he's performing just for you and not the whole internet
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my little baby fred took a hit to the head he collapsed on the floor and he bled and he bled and he bled and he bled and he bled and he bled i was like fuck this i just wanna go to bed so we packed our shit and went to the emergency room reflecting on poor fred's impending doom in the waiting room cos we got there soon on the tiny television was a dumb cartoon i looked at the ceiling i looked at the floor i looked at the on lookers looking at the doors looky looky here i coulda sworn u just swore health care professional inapprporiate behavior they took me to the table bout 4 feet long just enough for a pet you see cos fred is my dog i took a picture and uploaded it to make em say awww the notes came in my pain is gone because FRED GOT BLOGGED!!!! FRED GOT BLOGGED!!! a baseball bat or a bop it extreme so much can go wrong when youre just a young teen playing with cards or praying on your knees victimized by the careless arms at waist level ease but if you write a picture or you take it in a song thats an easy way to make the pain get gone the hole in your skull can be repaired by dawn just be like fred because fred got blogged fred got blogged!!!! fred is a star fred feels no pain fred feels no pain
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hiding you're hiding, you're whining while youre shining in the night stupidly thinking that the center of attention would help to keep you hidden insulting my intelligence but you could never fool my eyes of truth cos i see through the illusions and through your delusions "I can hear the spirits whispering in this room" and they're looking for eternal youth and you are an amalgam of emotions for me, cos you make me seethe the way that you're teething on the edges of erotic and exotic fantasizing fetishizing the aesthetics of your own insides oh why do you insist on maintaining this guise even when we're all alone beneath our bedroom skies 3 2 1 STARS open up your eyes and get acquainted with living mirror on your thigh fuck it, moon tears for a deku scrub i get the most done when i am on the brink of love for my gilded sublimation you are just gold dust plus, i take pleasure in watching your psyche rust you could explain it all away as unrequited lust or unrequited trust, but youre a little sus but you could never fool my eyes of truth cos i see through the illusions and through your delusions "I can hear the spirits whispering in this room" theyre in your head and they all hate you youre wearing your mask but youre still a fag if given the chance theyd still burn you alive the happiest mask is still just a mask is it that much to ask just one glimpse past but you could never fool my eyes of truth cos i see through the illusions and through your delusions "I can hear the spirits whispering in this room" and they're looking for eternal youth
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i wrote that i was feeling a little unstable now im hanging from the ceiling by an hdmi cable it was the longest i could find for the price plug me in and watch how quickly i cum back to life in an instant all my data is transferred i see your face light up with high definition pleasure i exist because im visible right now but when you disconnect i'll have no choice but to shut down everything i have to offer translated to digital condense it and present it in a single signal discarded my inefficient analogue heart re-encoded with ritalin so that its quicker to start i tweeted i was feeling a little unstable now im hanging from the ceiling by an hdmi cable it was the longest i could find for the price plug me in and watch how quickly i cum back to life now youve got it all, you can see it all youve had me at the highest resolution that im capable of no need to see it again, streaming it once was enough just long enough to universal serial busssss
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i got a new pet he wants to play all night it's been a day since i slept but i feel alright he is a really big cat and he's ready to fight he leaves me all scratched and brusied where he likes to bite my pretty little kitty is the one in command he is the one who owns me just like the toy i am pick me up, put me down hold me in your hand more than an animal and more than a man i got a new pet he wants to play all night it's been a day since i slept but i feel alright he is a really big cat and he's ready to fight he leaves me all scratched and brusied where he likes to bite he is a tiger my baby's so vicious i do laundry and dishes 'cos i'll do anything he wants to make him call me his mrs. i will do whatever it takes to make him leave all those bitches i wanna give him kisses on his dick 'till he pisses in my mouth and fucks me raw 'till i'm bleeding and needing stitches i tell him he can do whatever he can even take pictures he is my kitty cat but i'm the one in cages and leashes i'm licking my bruises and blisters everywhere i've been bitten grr
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i don't really like these words i just like they way i feel when i make 'em work do it for the 'gram do it to exert my dominance over these nerds 'cos i'm a stupid homosexual pseudointellectual clues are all contextual nothing to dissect at all there is nothing of interest here no revelations or revolutionary bright ideas shed a tear if i dare wouldn't wanna appear to be a wackass sad boy as if i really care as if i'm not more scared of being called a faggot a fakeass bad kid or unattractive real or imagined same amount of damage pants down caught flaccid i'm real old fashioned i prefer my cyberbullying in comics sans, bold and italic, all caps so i know it's real baby tell me how you really feel you coulda channeled all that try-hard zeal and ugliness into some semi-interesting art, like, for real instead of polluting my atmosphere calling me a stupid homosexual pseudointellectual clues are all contextual nothing to dissect at all and i don't disagree at all i operate primarily on levels superficial thank you for the offer but i don't need any help i read a wikipiedia article in 2012 so you see i'm more than qualified to analyze myself i write my own lyrics AND my own psych evals! yeah there is a lot of things wrong with me just not any of the things i want it to be ironically i really am a little crazy entirely 'cos i wanted to be but as my therapist used to repeat: "i mean, what IS normal?" am i that horrible? behavior deplorable? absolutely incorrigible? i don't really like these words i just like the way they feel when i make 'em work
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fuckin around like a did a line of coke i've been up for 12 hours and the sun just rose and i'm getting shit done and i'm staying on my toes all 4 burners i'm cooking on the stove fuckin aorund like i did a line of coke and i'm fuckin around like i took 10 shots cos i'm looking around and i'm trolling for cock and if i don't find much then i'll take hwat i got and i don't wanna go to bed just yet i'm being so productive and i don't wanna go to bed alone 'cos i'm feeling so seductive and i should go to bed right now before i get destructive and i should go to bed because it's late but you know what? fuck it i'm feelin great i'm feelin fine stayin up late it's my time to shine no i'm not frantic i just feel fantastic but i gotta take advantage before... i'm feelin great i'm feelin fine stayin up late it's my time to shine no i'm not frantic i just feel fantastic but i gotta take advantage while i'm hypomanic my eyes are wide enough to see exactly what's happening to me no i don't just need to get some sleep and i don't need to cut back on the caffeine i know that in a couple days i'll probably stop feeling this way until it's done i'll have some fun and then i'll pay the consequences of daring to love myself today my eyes are wide enough to see exactly what's happening to me no i don't just need to get some sleep and i don't need to cut back on the caffeine i know that in a couple days i'll probably stop feeling this way until it's done i'll have some fun and then i'll pay the consequences of daring to love myself all the way i'm feelin great i'm feelin fine stayin up late it's my time to shine no i'm not frantic i just feel fantastic but i gotta take advantage before... i'm feelin great i'm feelin fine stayin up late it's my time to shine no i'm not frantic i just feel fantastic but i gotta take advantage while i'm hypomanic
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my heart, my heart says make it about me that's good fucking tv and i dont know my long term goal one thing's for sure i'm in control with my fingers on the triggers i lock and load and press enter my heart, my heart says make it about me that's good fucking tv swallow your pride make room for mine ive got the power and a deadline ive got your number you might have mine but everybody has a price im barely having fun and im barely even numb pulling strings like jenga blocks watch it all fall down build the castle up again climb and hide inside the tower just to take another swing just so i can feel the power
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suddenly aware of both my lungs should i be worried? am i too young? it's nothing ever that i fear so, patiently, i'm here my love blooms like algae until you consume me so can you distract me from my bad influences hope it's okay that that's you that i'm going through this with, you know i control what i can, though i keep my mouth shut when i'm feeling this way nowadays it's easier to clean it up when it fades if i don't say it i'll spray it like ammonia so i kill your bacteria before i get pneumonia summon my white materia so i'm feeling ethereal amoxicillin with cereal audrey said multiple people gave her evidence empirical will i heal at all? can you hear at all? do you feel it all? do you feel at all? my love blooms like algae until you consume me so can you distract me from my bad influences hope it's okay that that's you that i'm going through this with, you know i control what i can, though
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what do i want with you when i can have my cake and eat it too? i've got my 3ds, my wii u, internet from the safety of my room you're just a fleshjack with a heartbeat that needs to be fed and watered with a subscription fee i can get my rocks off with my socks off for free all it costs me is money and that's temporary super mario will never leave me like a real boy plus i get in trouble when i play with those like a play toy i play coy when i destroy the plastic parts that employ the sweat shops but i don't wanna be a killjoy i could wine and dine and 69 or just download grindr but why even bother? i've got xtube and a recliner i'd rather masturbate i'd rather masturbate i'd rather just jack off i'd rather masturbate oh hi, sir, you're high sir? you wanna take me for a ride, sir? my ride or dies all died so i'm entitled to my delusions are killer rap game abby lee miller everyone's replaceable and you're just filler no pokemon to catch in this episode so just shoot your load like a machine gun, bro like you're a child soldier, a guitar hero you're my guitar hero you're my guitar hero i'd rather masturbate i'd rather masturbate i'd rather just jack off i'd rather masturbate i'd rather just jack off by myself in my bedroom once again and again and again and again
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i need two shots of vodka so that i can leave the house people ask whats stoppin u like i do it to myself all that i fucking wanted was to go shopping at the mall but now it's that much harder because i'm out of alcohol i could just stay home and put another twelve hours into xenoblade chronicles cos when im flying in my skell it's almost like i'm not in hell and i forget all of the well- intentioned people hoping that i get well ill worry as much as i fucking want to not to say that i want to but what the fuck are you gonna do if i never see any of you again it'd be too soon you know that isnt really true i hate myself and i need you
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i see you fucking faggots are getting right back at it cos you know youll never have it a single drop of talent youre tweeting at these soundclowns letting them know youre so down acknowledgement from anyone with followers you might cum so tell me what the fuck is it that you even do a dozen mutual friends and i dont know a thing about you but youre tweeting about me talking all that shit online when im a literal no one so what the fuck are you on you hate on ME?? but stay fucking with all of these creepy lames with porn of six year old anime girls on their displays orgasm when you see the kanji right next to their name scrounging up clout to get a taste of z list internet fame i cant be bothered with this socializing cocksucking bullshit not gonna sit here and pretend i really fuck with your music cos even if i tried i wouldnt be able to sit through it half of my followers are only there in case i get useful but i guess it's cool that some people have something to show a lot of em dont even bother cos theyre too fucking slow speaking of slow,... i think i finally get the appeal cos vaporwave is a reflection of your lameass deal shitty derivative edit shit that already exists unoriginal and stolen like your entire shtick you got dreams of fucking a vaporwave dick n yea im down hmu on kik
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lookin for the courage to message you and i wish i had a reason to ask wyd but we dont know eachother well enough to do that writing songs about you, youd think im crazy if you knew that wondering what i could post to catch your eye looking on your profile at your likes i sound like a fucking psycho, it's alright as long as we can interact just once tonight ima send a message, ima send a message we're gonna talk for hours, wonder where the time went ima send a message, ima send a message we're gonna talk for hours, wonder where the time went
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i got a six figure daddy i just have to let him spank me i take him to the bank and he takes me to hawaii shaves my head and slap me tell me ive been bad take me out to dinner thank you fuck im sorry thanks dad i cant wait to see him he cant wait to see me looking better and better with every selfie stripping down to my undies to take a seat in the rock hard lap of luxury he said he's gonna take a weekend off next month grab a hotel and we can have a little fun he'll send a car to pick me up around 1 and bring me back to the city to have lunch ill have a couple bites but like um im really tryna save room for cum n give em enough time to rest from round 1 cos the weekend has only just begun then later he breaks out the cocaine he does a line off my body and then fucks me pulls it out and he tells me to start sucking get on my hands and knees to show i love him
33.
people keep volunteering me their malicious psychoanalyses and kindly pointing out what they think are logical fallacies in my moral code, hoping i'll feel exposed and suffer some sort of tragedy, humiliated 'cos everyone's laughing at me they'll think they've won if i'm affected and it'll just go to show what a ~psycho~ i am if i give 'em apathy i don't know why you're mad at me and i don't know why you're taking to heart all of my histrionics and faggotry you might think that i'd actually committed an act of brutality the way you're so concerned about my potential depravity 'cos like, which of our mentalities is really more likely to result in a fatality? i'm sorry you took my personality so personally but then again, delusions of reference... see where i'm going with this analogy? i mean... you're not the only diagnostic decathlete i think i'm sick in the head there's something wrong with my brain but i'm not fucking insane i just have a fucking headache doctor doctor what is your prediction are the symptoms in my description enough for a prescription 'cos i could use a new addiction and it would shut some people up if i was getting help for my affliction you know, i'm really really not a bad person i'm honestly the best person i know i'm honestly the best person i know i'm honestly the absolute best person i know this shit can go right in the trash i feel just fine it's so nice of you to ask this shit can go right in the trash 'cos i feel just fine but it's so nice of you to ask you think i'm sick in the head there's something wrong with my brain but i'm not fucking insane i just have a fucking headache
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i fucking hate being gay it's the worst thing that ever happened to me and i wish god would take it away but i gave up on praying for that in 4th grade so the dick in my mouth is here to stay i'm sick of trying to fucking navigate like im helen fucking keller going 90 on the highway banging a u turn as if it produces sperm there's nowhere for me to turn there's nothing for me to learn i feel like i'm a sim created on a whim dropped into an empty lot with a meager 20k simoleans as if i have a chance just fucking buy me a grill and i'll destroy the evidence i was fucked from conception doomed to want to fuck and be fucked in the rectum a dick or a septum a rimjob reception frenulum to frenulum beginning and ending of every relation your cliques n your parties divided by the type of your body the shape size n quantity of hairs on your body the one most resembles your reflection produces an erection your personal brand of misogyny homoerotic dreams fetishizing heterosexuality masculine fraudulence i fucking hate all of it cum in my ass and then get the fuck out i never learned this shit in school and tv made me look like a fucking fool i hate myself but i still feel cool even though i never break any rules i wanna fuck everything that walks in the ass if it's got two balls and a cock and then i never wanna see it again i fucking hate you and no we're not friends i never learned this shit in school the internet was my only tool self taught with an online class third grade watching men getting punched in the ass so i guess you could say my education is fucked but ive already been traumatized enough you want that sweet sweet boy pussy bruh? served up on a silver platter?? i'm getting thirsty as fuck for some dick and i got so many options to pick i've got the world at my fingertips but my heart keeps telling me to smash it to bits i never learned this shit in school i'll never get to reproduce i know that technically i could but ew but i guess what i'm into is pretty gross too shh jack it's gonna be okay haven't you heard it's cool now to be gay the damage has all been erased so stop being a stupid faggot k?
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hanging out w/ you i thought that we were having so much fun i guess im dumb i even made you cum you said you wanted me to do it again tomorrow and you told me send a text youd hit me back and then we'd go from there and i was really excited and then i hit you up just like you told me to i waited and i waited whyd you talk about the future if you didnt want me in yours i just dont understand you said it with enthusiasm and confidence i would have been okay if you just werent feeling it and stuff i could deal with that but you really fucked me up it wasnt that big a deal but im so pathetic ugh a single afternoon it's gonna play on loop in my head forever im doomed

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